A star night

A windy night full of stars is what seldom see during this monsoon season, the sky was clear and the stars shine brightly, what a good night to rode motor from one end to the other end of hometown. We were chatting about a friend's thailand trip and the border pass and i have no idea what is the relationship the topic suddenly change to another friend's relationship topic and this friend we call him "big boom" said this "another" friend will have to sell himself in E-bay to earn himself some money to get married and he said that he will put his border pass's photo which still have the Thailand Immigration Dept.'s cop on it. My suggestion was his Form 1 school magazine's "poker king" picture. There is a part in our school magazine where the editor will put in some candy pictures and there he was acting as "king" during our F1 registration day and when the enviroment become a sudden freez. The freez thing give us a flash back of 7 years ago when we come to school with our parents and register as a secondary student and also what both of the class do to communicate from opposite block, the balckboard, the T-back, "pipu" etc.

Although I not from both of the class but i enjoy being a listener of their "old times" story. This was not the first time i said about this, time move so fast, friends and thinngs have change, their thinking even myself also change a lot. Even some of our topics have change from childish to mature talks. I consider it mature not because I think Im big enough but the topics which normally "discuss" by adults, hmm...but at the end of the day, the look still the same but the wish is totally different. When we were small what we need is for small kids and when we grow up what we need is for us grown up. Everyone is looking on their future and awaiting the challenge in front of them, they will not look back to the "old", they learn the mistake and move forward. This is a simple living philosopy, you stay back you die but if you want to improve yourself, strart the future walk and finish at the sucessful endline.

Charity

Charity...hmmm...
Everyone knows the meaning of charity but does everyone knows that charity doesn't stop at a point although the "event" has end?!
I was chatting with a secondary schoolmate whom also introduce me to Tzu Chi Foundation and i realise that to do charity is not that simple as what we see, a normal charity society will organize an event like pay a visit to old folks home etc. and at the end of the day the old people at there will be very happy and feel sad at the same time because after today they have to wait till another day another group of people come to visit them. So does this call a good charity event? yes, i also agree that there must be a full-stop for such event but what do we learn from this kind of activities? do we learn how loneliness they are being alone in their bed? Many see me as walking around doing nothing and pass my day doing nothing but in the other side of me i do join Ci Qing activities although I still new in this side, many(i think la) cannot accept or even think that i will not go for these kind of activities because it just not "me"...human will change pls!!!
haha...the main point is I really learn a lot from the activities that I have join. So at the begining of the part I said charity doesn't stop at a point and you will question me," so what is your so call continue chairty activities?"...=.=
Take it this way, Tze Chi concept is that at the end of the day, for example give support in terms of money and daily stuff to poor, we must pay them a visit every month to see how they are doing and see whether we need to add in or change plan for them getting a better living. We are not that kind of give and take, we teach they how to make living, go for work, there is no free meal in this world, even 出家人 need to earn their living. They work to live well. The other thing that I learn was that we don't see how poor they are when we visit them but we see how good is our life is. They are not to be see as pity but as a description to ourself as how fortunate we are.

Photography

It has been some time since my last photo taking session, Mary's new house party-din have good shoot actually. I still remember the passion for DSLR after my NS, always walk wit it and almost sleep with my Canon 400D...always about camera, nothing to do that time beside holding to it. More and more friends around me start involving in photography whether is due to the subject taken or just a simple interest, is a good hobby i think rather than going for dota evyday hour...haha. i still remember an owner of a photography shop told me that photography is not just about taking photo but is about the story behind the shoot that you are taking, what? why? when? how?...it also represent of the current feeling when u were taking that shoot. My sis on the other side told me almost the same thing but in a different way, she said "photography is not only how to take a picture also what to take, 2 different concept to start."...when am i going back for photography, still a "?" but i enjoy more seeing people walking with their gadget and have a cool face on it...lol~
btw, some of my friends have vy cool photo album, enjoy looking at them...^^

Dark side of returning

Wow...has been sometime and is a lot time since my last post...Feb!!! after moving on to another stage in my life i think is time to continue this blog...i guess...a lot of things have change and same goes to human. finally hv chance to meet wit x classmate and they come back with a diff appearence, some look cool and some look cheerful...and some still the same, din hv much changes after 2 months of uni life. some were asking y meet at Old Town Cafe instandeof other plz and the reason given was..."i longtime din go Old Town liao mah, cincai la!"...any comment for this?! i hv no idea. although we have our usual talk but it feels like there is a gap between us, the way we talk were diff and topic we discuss were serious, less rubbish talk...everyone looks serious, including me...less noise i make and my friend(big guy) on the other side has become quiet...our "channel" are diff now and the connection is weak...

My 09 Thaipusum

Has been sometimes since my last pots, a lot of stuff were up...example: Thaipusum, Chao Yang Fei Yue camp and so on la(like usual)...hihi!!!
As usual i get a sms from the thaipusum buddy asking me to join them again this yr for the parade. Ah Shiang house 7am but i was late la tat time, so meet them in the Ganessah Temple lo.
not like last yr, this yr may be short of fund so only 2 ppl were on for the show, Jiunn and Wei - 2 man show, and the "puller" - ah shiang and sing kwang, din forget the old indian frenz too join us this yr, by the way this yr we have kean hong joining us too. The crowd was not like last yr so HOT, the decreasing of ppl was so clear, orang hindu pun kurang.

what do u feel? pray first and wish for the best b4 start the big walk, i wonder how was his feeling tat time before the hook is putting on and during the time.

From here im sure all of us can feel the pain.

he was 1 of the watching spot of tat day, only chinese with "everything on" his body.
front view

He was ready for the 1hour walk! Time: 12pm
the indian big guy, 200 - 300 hook with small bottle on the body, pain man!

The walk took us bout 1hour, the hot afternoon give us lots of spiritual support bcos everyone wants to finish the walk as soon as posibble, dunwan stay under the hot day...haha! tough enuf?! one big big ?
anyway they finish the task given and went back happily. ^^

More stuff are on and hope tat i got time to update all...c ya!

K770i with curry coffee

So is another day and is since to be another great day i guess...
win bout 30 last night in gambling with some ex-schoolmate and today has to pay back...
just back from some F3 frenz gathering at Old Town, the one and only place we can meet each other...so sien...so as usual, we said hai and how r u and so on...and i was din quite pay much attention after my lunch with cost me bout rm7, damn it, not even worth it...so they have some chat and i just keep silent and listen to what they said, quite interesting on the taiwan life style and also the cake maker life style...at least better than mine...and i got up this idea of taking a pic for like memory and i was so genius that i try to put me phone on a cup which full of coffee and curry in ti and the tirl was suscessful but the tragic happens...on the real try i fail and my phone jz got it to the delicious cup of curry coffee, it was a surprise for me and i was jz happy wit it...yes, i can change a brand new phone...lolz...not sure the sider got seen the happening or not, is abit paiseh for me lo...haiz...nvm la...im ok wit it.
because of this accident i said is a pay back of what i win last night...haha...no la, jz joking la, mom said snake wont win much but will lose in this year if we go gambling...yes, she has prove her statement is true...sorry mom...

i jz keep thinking along the way back home...whats wrong with me today???!!! izit not enough sleep or what?, cos if i hv not enough sleep i will do something silly but of course is not against the law la, the law is higher than me, i dunwan to go to Fox River prison...haha...from "Prison Break S1"...

not sure what happen to me, i guess is jz din pay much attention on what im doing la...tired or something else, may be is jz thinking too much, nothing to do stay at home watch PB and start to have this imaginary stuff...huh...i must get work started...and pay the damn attention on what im going to do next...dunwan find myself in a big trouble again...so if u see this blog and planning to call me jz call my house or sms me, cos im using my old phone which become pekak ad...sent me words so that i can reply u...thanks and may god bless me...haha!!!

Beautiful Ending of Dinner and Great Starts of Future

I was invited to a very Grand wedding dinner which full of surprises or we call "so gam". The “concert” started and as usual we eat and enjoying all the songs, and then something surprising us came on. Well, now days most of the wedding dinner will put out some video clips or flash for guest to watch en-title “Something About This New Couple” and so were this new couple. First was their childhood pictures from 1 year old till primary and then secondary and university. They were from different primary school and then went to the same secondary school. So we saw looks of their pictures and short video clips of them of a short speech and thanks you to their beloved family and friends, quite touching actually. It also show how the couple live from time to time and how they care each other. Thats not the surprise news yet, the flash presentation goes on and here comes the surprising part, in a sudden Guo Wei told us that he saw Lee Chiet’s face came out in the picture, we din suspect so much and continue watching and then the bride’s name was out and “wow” so close to Lee Chiet’s name too, Soon Lon make a guess that Lee Chiet was her niece and we in-directly agree with him la but more and more pictures were put out and more of Lee Chiet’s face apper and prove our guess was totally wrong, memang surprise us le, the bride is her 3^rd sister. After watching the whole flash thing with lots of their family pictures, we make a conclusion that she IS her sister!!! By the way the couple travel to lots of places. We saw LC walking up the stage and I call her and she was also very surprise like us when saw us…haha…and after the drinking ceremony ends she came down and talk to us and asking why ah this ah that ah and also told us that Lee Yin came too, it was that time she told us the bride was her 3^rd sister…wow…not bad mah, very leng lui tim, haha!!! The “Cat” and Wei Bing from NGC were there too, coz the bride was in USM few years back and she join this “You Zhi Yin”, so she know them la. We were really surprised, not said that she cannot be her sister or other way round la, we just really happy for her and especially for her sister, a “Just Married” couple. Her sister is small but she?! Time passes, in sometime before they were also just like us a teenager fooling around and getting into university enjoying themselves but then when time comes they have to get married and end their sweet memories of teenagers stepping into a new generation of adults talking business having own family protecting them. From the pictures we can see that they really enjoy their secondary life and also during university studies, hang out every night and gossiping around, flashing back all their memories of those time they all together as a group as classmate and schoolmate. Sweet time always pass by fast till you never realize it’s existence. When will be my turn, who will be the second to get married or when will I get my first wedding invitation of same age friends, I said soon will be, after all of us enter Uni many things will be change, all is just a matter of time, now is her sister’s wedding and after sometimes will be her turn, their relationship were just few years back then but today they are a happy loving couple, they have their new challenge waiting them and so are us, we have another long part of living hood to walk, now is not even quarter of it. Our time will come soon but not so soon now but surly some time in the future it will come. Tonight was a great night, all the crowd enjoy themselves sing and dancing around, the deco, the PA system all were great and the singer were so “bang” and I too enjoyed, keep smiling all alone on my way back home. When we be my turn? Is still a question mark and it will come in future, sure it will come.


p/s: Congrat to the couple and jz like in fairy tales, I wish them - "live happily ever after!"