Call or Hold

Din know still got someone would come over to this blog to have a look, quite surprise actually after all only 2 person in this world know about this blog. A lot of things happen after i report myself to this tiny university. friendship and relationship was something i still confius about. sometimes i feel that i like cannot grow up in certain issues. how much is the value of regret?! it is a matter of time when u decide to make for a decision. the timing must be accurate or else you will just miss another bus again. it cos more than rm38 for a bus ticket when come to relationship. i always felt that many things are like happening around me but when come to relationship i mess up a lot. one of my secondary schoolmate post this in his fb: "when u have the chance to fall in love then just fall on it rather than wait for nothing cos is hard to fall in love again and when u did check whether that is the new person u fall for or just a replacement". my thief friend always said to me that i miss a chance of a gal. he thinks it is a long term investment on the gal, someone who is nice and sweet in person. she is great but she suit someone better than me. consider her as an ideal partner but not for me. but the point is that what matters more are when u have a chance of opportunities remember to catch it. timely consideration is just a waste of time. regret just a torturing tools. you still have to stand up again and continue the life walk.

he feel releave after expressing what had stay inside him for a longtime. looking around him everyone were in couple and talking about how great of their story and he prefer to be alone and deaf for that hour. people tend to follow the environment around them but he stay hard so that he knows what he really wants. time pass and he wasted a lot on dreaming then start catching one. everyday is a day but march 1 has a mark a big day in his history and so other dates. skip classes whole day just to listen to the same song repeat and repeat. he try hard to cover the ugly face from people around him so that they see him as like normal days laugh and smile. i still wonder how he prepare all the slide show in one night and pass his morning section presentation under the pressure and sadness and for tomorrow test is still a question-mark for him. he is standing up now and is happy for her from the bottom of his heart and feel sorry for not giving a good memory.