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1) Exam week...............but im in my lovely homw now, y?! tension...no no, my kind of human where got tension in my dictionary...miss my home i guess? i dun think so either...today was 3rd day i back to SP and i still dunno why im back. May be im really feel tension, i vy ppor in calculation and Statistic is my "death", i can do all the question during exercise and revision tie but when i look back after sometime even 1 question i dunno how to do, tell me why!!! din put much effort or attention? first time in my life i push hard on study, even during my stpm i din push till that hard. People tend to grow and i guess i really grow, not that i want show off but i really have the passion to push very hard to score, i really want improvement in cgpa later, economic sure pass but A, B, C still a question mark so if i din score for other subject then my result sure go down. When u will tension u will do things that are out of your mind, for example delete something or someone, i hope is an excluse for myself but then i dunno from where i have the "Power" to do so, feel quite guilty actually tapi nasi dah jadi bubur. Hope things can go back like last time.

2) Why everything always happen during peak hour-exam time...basketball, relationship, everything...or just im too 情绪化? can emo for something that not related to me or even a simple matter. Should really become a grown up and think like one. Always tell people to look open but cant doing it myself. Human is like this, you can said anything to people but when you are in the same situation your just cant do it.人类讲话时不用本钱的，能讲到像高楼大厦一样高，但是做事又做不到. Thats why my senior always said dun comment on people's work because you dunno how much effort he or she has put in, dun simply said something that you are not doing because if pass to you to do can you come out with something that give a better result? Feel greatful because someone spent time and effort to prepare something for you. 懂得知足才能快乐。